cranky. need tea.

Still can't find the number for the tutor. Shit. I'll have to drive to Bethesda personally to see if he's even still there.

Studying for math on the GREs is proving slow, hard work as I have to refresh myself on even basic concepts that I haven't even thought about in eight years. I am supposed to be getting in touch with the head of the Drama department at Catholic University any minute now. Maybe in the midst of our conversation he can alleviate my fears regarding doing well on the math portion.

Although, I'm also having more difficulty on the reading comprehension sections than I thought. The reading comprehension questions are so specific to standardized tests, not anything we'd actually study at schools. How I further hate standardized tests.

I got a role in a one-act play for Silver Spring Stage's One-Act Festival. I really, *really* didn't want to try out, telling myself that I'm gonna be fucking busy enough this month and need to focus on my studies... but I forced myself to because I really need to get myself out of this funk I've been in ever since the DAVID DANCE debacle. I can't get discouraged, and boy, I hate to admit it but I really have been discouraged.

So it's for my own damn good. Damn it. I just hope the play itself is good. Maybe I'm just cranky because I haven't had my tea yet.

I'm becoming a tea junkie now. I just followed Douglas Adams' guidelines to how to make tea the proper way, and now I've been drinking english breakfast tea every morning with milk and two lumps, then a cup of green tea with spiced lime honey in the afternoons.

I honestly feel better when I live caffeine free. But with life being what it is, it's so easy to fall off the wagon again.