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thehefnerOk. Seriously. If you want me to do something, TELL ME SO. If something I'm doing is upsetting you, TELL ME SO. Don't say, "well, it'd be nice if you could..." or "no, no, don't worry about me, do what you want..." or any such half-asses hints and games.
Look here, people! I'm a senior! I have a shitload on my plate as it is of stuff that I NEED to get done. I don't have time to devote to optional things to help people out; if I don't have to do something, chances are I probably won't do it, no matter how "nice" it might be.
My Vigil co-star is now twice unhappy with me, first because I didn't come and help with her show's load-in (she's doing a Stage Managing thesis, and I was in NYC for load-in) and she just now gave me the sulky treatment because I'm not going to be here for either of her actual shows, just going to go to the open dress rehearsal tonight (I was HOPING to go to![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
fiveseconddelay's read-thru tomorrow and see the new Floyd King show Saturday, that one's happening no matter what). And she doesn't say anything outright, just gives me all the hints until I outright ask her, and she says something like, "Ok, well I'll be at your dress rehearsal but neither of your performance nights."
ARGH. It'd be one thing if she were acting in her thesis, like she's acting in mine, but she's not! She's bloody stage managing!!! And I'm still seeing the bloody show tonight! I-I-I... yes, of course, it'd be the right thing of me to do what I can to help her out, of course, but for God's sake, I have so much on my mind that needs to get done, and unless someone bloody well stands up and actually SAYS something...! And then! Oh! And then she says the worst thing, she says, and get this, she says:
"I'm not angry, John. I'm just... disappointed."
Huh, what's that strange taste in my mouth? Odd, kinda bitter, yet strangely familar... oh, I know, karma! So that's what karma tastes like!2sick2pray, and any other victims of Captian Buzzkill's wrath, I now officially apologize. At least, until next cast party.
Sigh... so I dunno, we'll see what ends up happening. Maybe I'll just end up coming late to Alan's tomorrow night. Hopefully he won't mind. I'll miss the reading, but at least we'll be able to watch Withnail and I. Son of a diddly.
Look here, people! I'm a senior! I have a shitload on my plate as it is of stuff that I NEED to get done. I don't have time to devote to optional things to help people out; if I don't have to do something, chances are I probably won't do it, no matter how "nice" it might be.
My Vigil co-star is now twice unhappy with me, first because I didn't come and help with her show's load-in (she's doing a Stage Managing thesis, and I was in NYC for load-in) and she just now gave me the sulky treatment because I'm not going to be here for either of her actual shows, just going to go to the open dress rehearsal tonight (I was HOPING to go to
fiveseconddelay's read-thru tomorrow and see the new Floyd King show Saturday, that one's happening no matter what). And she doesn't say anything outright, just gives me all the hints until I outright ask her, and she says something like, "Ok, well I'll be at your dress rehearsal but neither of your performance nights." ARGH. It'd be one thing if she were acting in her thesis, like she's acting in mine, but she's not! She's bloody stage managing!!! And I'm still seeing the bloody show tonight! I-I-I... yes, of course, it'd be the right thing of me to do what I can to help her out, of course, but for God's sake, I have so much on my mind that needs to get done, and unless someone bloody well stands up and actually SAYS something...! And then! Oh! And then she says the worst thing, she says, and get this, she says:
"I'm not angry, John. I'm just... disappointed."
Huh, what's that strange taste in my mouth? Odd, kinda bitter, yet strangely familar... oh, I know, karma! So that's what karma tastes like!
2sick2pray, and any other victims of Captian Buzzkill's wrath, I now officially apologize. At least, until next cast party.Sigh... so I dunno, we'll see what ends up happening. Maybe I'll just end up coming late to Alan's tomorrow night. Hopefully he won't mind. I'll miss the reading, but at least we'll be able to watch Withnail and I. Son of a diddly.
