Huh. So that's what it feels like to be on the other end...

[thehefner]

I've spent my life trying to master the art of pleasing everybody and to gain the approval of all. As quixotic a goal as that is, I've been lucky enough to go through life without majorly pissing off most people. I've only rarely had anyone really upset at me, and when that's happened, I felt lousy and guilt-ridden.

But tonight was the first time since I can remember... that someone was actually *disappointed* in me. And I don't know what I can do to make it right again.

I don't think that I even have an emoticon for how that feels.



Thank God, at least, that I had insaneboingo

sambluestone3383 (3:02:04 AM): that's... how I see things, in my own dorky way

InsaneBoingo (3:02:37 AM): Dorky isn't always bad. I think it's great when people can act.. I can't.. at all.

sambluestone3383 (3:04:16 AM): is all good. I can't do taxidermy or make rocket packs.

InsaneBoingo (3:05:07 AM): LoL I can't do any of that eaither.. I can sing.. and read really fast. That's about it lol

sambluestone3383 (3:05:34 AM): hehehe, that shall come in handy in the crack-fueled karaoke olympics

InsaneBoingo (3:05:42 AM): LMAO

InsaneBoingo (3:05:48 AM): I will so win those

sambluestone3383 (3:06:34 AM): Yes, well, you'd have me to content with
sambluestone3383 (3:06:42 AM): in the pit of HYPER DEATH

InsaneBoingo (3:06:47 AM): Ohhh!
InsaneBoingo (3:06:49 AM): Fun!
InsaneBoingo (3:06:54 AM): We should be on a team

sambluestone3383 (3:07:02 AM): like death. only FASTER

InsaneBoingo (3:07:17 AM): that made me choke on my popcorn
InsaneBoingo (3:07:18 AM): LoL

sambluestone3383 (3:07:57 AM): faaaantastic

InsaneBoingo (3:08:45 AM): Hey, no fair trying to kill me before the competition
InsaneBoingo (3:09:36 AM): Can the Hyper Death match have something to do with how many grapes we can fit in our mouth?

sambluestone3383 (3:10:08 AM): Yes. But only if you and I have a "You Got Served" style sing and dance off to a Boingo song

InsaneBoingo (3:10:20 AM): Okay!
InsaneBoingo (3:10:41 AM): Oh.. Dance.. I'm bad at that. I'll have to study Donny Osmond more

sambluestone3383 (3:10:58 AM): this, of course, would only result in everyone else in the world joining in, in a giant "Every Sperm is Sacred" fully-choreographed song-and-dance number

InsaneBoingo (3:11:14 AM): Wow, you're so wonderful it burns
InsaneBoingo (3:11:21 AM): That would be so brilliant

For the record, I think the song'd have to be "Not My Slave."

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[kmousie.livejournal.com]

Oh honey. *clings* At 3:00 this morning, I was sleeping and ridiculously sore. I'm still ridiculously sore, but at least I'm awake now. You know where to find me if you need me. I'll do whatever I can to help.