Hell. (Yeah.)

[thehefner]

Having people believe in you, even when you can't quite do it yourself (which I imagine is common for an actor), is fucking awesome. Actually exceeding people's expectations, whether they believed in you or not? Pretty fucking awesome too (a close second if they didn't so much believe in you in the first place).

FAUSTUS rocked, or so they tell me. I honestly wouldn't know; I was too busy sweating my fucking balls off, throwing every last damn inch of myself out there on stage until I literally collapsed backstage after being dragged screaming off to Hell.

This was what I used to pep myself up each night too, which will be same way I'll warm myself up before THE HEFNER MONOLOGUES:

Comments

[adaptor.livejournal.com]

Nice! I used to have that in the non-live version. A bit more polished, which was good because then you could really ask yourself 'Wait... what? No, really?' Lots of fun.

And congrats on Faustus! :-D

[thehefner.livejournal.com]

Thankee!!

[bimmin.livejournal.com]

<3 JOE JACKSON!!!! YES!!! <3

[thehefner.livejournal.com]

I'd really dig seeing him perform live now.

[little-dinosaur.livejournal.com]

Awesome!

[thehefner.livejournal.com]

I just stand there backstage, going through the entire routine once or twice. It gets the blood pumping, and gets me ready to engage an audience like whoa.

[kali921.livejournal.com]

HEFFIE, YOU ARE AWESOME.

THAT IS ALL.

[thehefner.livejournal.com]

THEN MY ICON SAYS IT ALL. HUZZAH!

You'd have been proud of ol' slaversbane and I.