Girls! Girls! Girls!

[thehefner]

So. I went to the Leagues audition today. Now I know what some of you are thinking. "But Heffie, auditions don't begin until tomorrow!" Heh heh. Yeah. See, mine was scheduled for Tuesday. And I knew they began this week. I didn't think they started tomorrow and went INTO next week. Y'know, I couldn't have read the actual dates on the slip, heavens no. But the good news is a met a girl, the one other person who thought the auditions were today. So some good dumb luck there. We went to lunch together instead. That was the good news.

The bad news is she's 17. GAHHH! Ok. This is the third, the THIRD underage girl I've met recently who is attracted to me and I her and we actually click. There's just that huge age gap and possibility of jail time. Motherf...!!! Y'know, this puts me in mind of another thing, I've resolved something: I shouldn't date 19 year olds anymore. It's just a bad, bad idea. After two, I've learned this lesson.

Because at this age, 19 year old girls are PSYCHOTIC. I mean, more so than normal. Don't get me wrong, ladies, I love you. I mean, heck that's the problem, innit? But you're all crazy (yes, yes, we're not much better, but I'm not talking about us here). They're still teenagers, they're in periods of transition, they don't know what they want, and I always end up getting hurt. Okay, so I only have two experiences first hand, but believe me, I've spent much time observing other young ladies between 18-21 and the patterns all seem to be the same. All this uncertainty, transition, all that crap and I will always be lost in that shuffle. Least it sure as hell feels that way.

Why can't I just find a nice, stableish, saneish 23-30 year old woman? Is this so hard? It really shouldn't be. Good grief. Stupid hormones. Accursed deep-seated desire to mate and have companionship. Curse you, Richards. Always you defy me.

I went and saw the Danny Boyle film MILLIONS with Katya. Nice, odd little movie from the TRAINSPOTTING guy. Always nice to see James Nesbitt in a role. Katya was too tired to go to dinner since she had class tomorrow, but we will definitely do it again soon. Chemistry-wise, I think we're just friends. We'll keep seeing one another, and if it turns out that way, I'll be fine with that. Besides, she's 19, so maybe it's for the best for now.

Comments

Girls

[eldridgeprime.livejournal.com]

Man do I know that song. And right you are.

[surrealname.livejournal.com]

John, what you have to remember is that ever girl you've ever liked has been at that akward age for women, 12 until death. That and bitches do be crazy.

[2sick2pray.livejournal.com]

Because at this age, 19 year old girls are PSYCHOTIC.

Thanks, asshole...

(just kidding. well... sort of)